another beautiful day....
What i am remembered for, or even if I am remembered is rather immaterial to me.
Im happy to not have a real job and enjoy my life now in this world.
What's sort of silly is, yes I'm known as a 'poster' guy...but it only represents about 35% of what i have done....like some 200 album and cd packages etc etc.. Same goes for Art...his packaging work for Subpop and especially Estrus was mind-destroying.
I reallty hope that I CAN learn to paint the way I want to and that they keep selling
beyond the 'curiosity' factor. My fervent desire is that say 10 years from now, all I w ill 'have' to do in order to live is paint. That would be the ultimate.
Ain't counting on it tho...I will continue to da as much other shit as possible and keep on 'truckin' until my health gives out.
That's the goal for me.
I have had the 'Fine Art' experience, had my ass flown around the world first class etc etc...afterwards, I still had to pee and pay the rent.
I hope you NEVER find what your looking for Jermaine, cause if you do, you will be dissapointed.
The 'struggle' itself is what makes ot good.
It's no fun to win, cause once you do , then what?
I'd rather keep trying new shit, failing at most of it,but still working along...
I have never considered what I do 'art'...but
a lot of other people have, and to others it's a bunch of amuteurish crap. Me. I have no idea what it is...
but it beats working for a living.